I have spoken many times of the depression that I am
fighting and that I would stand tall and strong through it but the truth is I
have been hiding, I have been terrified of what is happening and the things
that I have seen, and if you have ever felt what I have felt then I know you
are aware of what I mean. I trust that most of my readers will not understand
but I invite you to find out, and find God that I have pushed aside and to lose
yourself in him to see what he is about. Now I know I am not perfect and I
never claimed to be but I have been searching for a light that I have never
seemed to see, and have been waiting for a miracle that has already happened to
me, I have ignored the fact that someone carried me once and saved my life for
a reason, and although I am not sure what that reason is I am hoping that this
writing can explain that no matter where you are the sun will always come after
the rain. There will always be a calm after the storm and there is no beast
that cannot be tamed. With this writing I am not saying that my troubles are
over by any means. For to be without struggles will always be in my wildest
dreams, but I will promise you there is one solution for all of the answers that I
have sought. And there is a reason for all the endless battles that I have
fought. I guess I had just forgotten that God has held my hand through them all
fighting along side of me and looking after me no matter what the struggle, I
just wish I could say my issues were over but until then I will heed his advice
and forever remain humble.
"AK"
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