I don’t mind, I don’t care, and in all honesty I know that
life will never be fair. Its always the same its always defeat, no matter what
road I have taken it seems to repeat. I have tried to balance my life with both
bad and good, but the bad out weighs and my smiles are misunderstood. I trust
that you are reading this with both eyes open, for with one closed you will
miss my point not seeing the words written but hear only the words spoken. The
emotions that I am expressing are fearful at best and these phrases I write
will put you at ease but never at rest. Faith as I have been taught can and
will fix this anguish I feel but it seems as though Faith is out of reach and I
am stuck on one frame of this never ending movie reel. Around and round I spin
as if losing my control in this mindless repetitive motion I like to call a
free for all, but I digress, if you are looking for someone that seems to be
calm on the surface I am your winner but I confess what I appear to be on the
outer strictly apposes my inner psychosis. Wasted time being spent on my
opinion and focusing on false pretentions will be my demise. Confused and lost
by the stories I have been told are they honest? Were they lies? Both? So
with life eluding me at every dead end, the knowledge that I am gaining from
these tribulations will be considered a Godsend.
"AK"
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